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I am so excited to have this blog hop. I did really good bribing... I mean asking people to join.

A quick recap of what this hop is about. Talk about a book or writing related secret. It can be a guilty pleasure genre or something about writing you don't like that others love. Once your post is written, come back here and add it to the linky list. Then visit others and see what has been confessed. Easy peasy. Feel free to add the badge to your post as well.

Now on to my confession!

I have two topics in mind, but one is less interesting than the other so I'll give it a brief mention. I never read author interviews. I will do them. I will RT them, but I never read them. Honestly, I find them a bit boring.

My big confession is one that haunts me a lot. It's a little, green monster called jealousy. I know, I know, that's nothing new. Authors get jealous over each other all the time. It's just polite not to talk about it. I'm gonna though.

It's not like my jealousy is bad. It doesn't make me bitter towards my friends. It's more I'm jealous because I wish I could share in their joy. A writer friend tells me how sales are going for the month and I'm happy for my friend, but wishing I could reply back, "Yeah, my sales were awesome too." So it's not like I'm wishing their book would die or that they'd drop off the face of the earth. I just want to have my own good news too.

I guess you could say at times I feel left out. Why can't I hang with the cool kids type of feeling. Forever alone!

But here's the kicker: it's all in my head. Friends have their successes and I have mine. Hello, Being Human is being translated and published in Turkey and I got paid for it. Romanian bloggers keep asking when Being Human is going to be translated in their language. Influence of Love rocked the charts one week and is still hanging in on Ghost, Futuristic & Fantasy. I may not be a sensation, but like my friends, I've had successes. Jealousy over what's happening now makes me forget that.

That's my big confession. Now let's hear yours. I'll leave the linky list open until the 15th so any stragglers can still post their confession.
 


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09/10/2012 11:37am

Mine's a tiny confession - I used to write game fanfiction and I never finished my one and only story which took me months of hard work. It's probably rubbish but it was the first thing I'd written that I could "publish" in the open. Maybe this post will spur me on to finishing it?! Great idea for writers though,to confess their darkest secrets ;)

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09/10/2012 11:46am

I know a few writers who admitted to writing fanfic before coming up with their own ideas. I hope you do finish it. =)

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09/10/2012 1:01pm

Woo! Glad I'm not alone :)

09/10/2012 12:08pm

Thanks for sharing your confession. Mostly I don't think I get jealous but I imagine a little sneaks in now and then. By the way, you do hang out with the cool kids at Story Dam chat and they/we think you are cool too,

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09/10/2012 12:44pm

=D I do love hanging out w/ my Story Dam peeps.

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09/10/2012 3:58pm

Linky won't let me link my confession, but I've posted it: http://www.faeryinkpress.com/archives/2580

I get jealous sometimes too, but like you said, we all have our own successes at different times. I try to remember to compare myself to past versions of myself, instead of to other people. It makes me feel a bit better. :)

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09/10/2012 4:08pm

Weird. No one else has had a problem. My linky list doesn't like you! D= Bad linky list.

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09/10/2012 4:11pm

Could be my website. It doesn't like Internet Explorer at all, and will show a 404 error on posts if you don't go into your browser settings and press "ignore" on weird 404s. Just IE though, every other browser is fine!

09/10/2012 5:43pm

I believe everyone feels a twinge of jealousy/envy here and there every so often.

Think of it this way. You can't hang with the cool kids because you are the cool kid. Everyone wants to hang with you. :)

Thanks for hosting this blog hop! I hope you didn't mind my constant tweeting. I got overly excited. :D

Sarah @ The Writer's Experiment

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09/11/2012 6:54pm

I'm a cool kid? YAY! Wait, does this mean I can't act like a dork? ;)

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09/12/2012 1:50pm

Unless being a cool dork is impossible, I don't see why not. :P

09/11/2012 2:42pm

The jealousy thing drives me nuts. I hate it, but I can't seem to fight it. I guess that's why I get ridiculously excited when I DO have good news, because it's like 'yes, it's finally my turn!' lol. It's good to know that most of us deal with that, though. It doesn't make me feel like such a petty jerk, haha. And I keep hearing that the more books you publish, the better your sales, which makes sense...I'm looking forward to finding out if it's true!
As for interviews...I very rarely read them. They usually are pretty boring. I actually think a lot of people don't read them so I wonder why I spend the time doing them! There are some I read though - favourite authors, or authors I know are really funny or quirky or will have interesting things to say, or if I figure I can learn something about writing or promotion or whatever.
Thanks for hosting this, I had a lot of fun! You rock! :-)

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09/11/2012 6:53pm

I'm glad you participated. =D Glad to see I'm not the only one who skips over most interviews.

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09/12/2012 8:20am

How did I not comment on the host's post? #headdesk...

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09/12/2012 10:37am

No idea. *gives wifey hurt look*

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09/13/2012 10:07am

What a great idea! :)

Thanks for leaving the linky list up for stragglers such as me!

Here's my belated confession: I love reading musty old pulp fiction novels with titillating cover illustrations and ridiculous premises.

~Tui

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09/13/2012 12:45pm

Thanks for participating and awesome post.

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