These edits made me realize something - a little writer's confession for me at least, but I wouldn't be surprised if other writers shared the feeling. There is always a small part of me that hopes when I send out my stories to my betas that it will come back with barely any red. The only red is to correct a typo that slipped through. No plot holes, inconsistencies, or major rewrites. When I see all that red, I'm a little disappointed in myself.